| (no subject) |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|01:37 am] |
72 hourS
IM ON A NEW DIET.
ITS WEIRD COZ I WASNT PLANING ON BEING ON A DIET.
THE DIET IS
ALCOHOL & CIGARETTES
THE WHOLE POINT OF ALCOHOL IS TO MAKE TIME GO BY FASTER.
AND WHEN YOU FEEL HUNGRY SMOKE THAT ONE CIGARETTE.. |
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| "SLOWLY BREAKING THROUGH THE DAYLIGHT" |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
IM NOT HAPPY.
SAME DAY THE SAME THING.
WHAT WAS SO GOOD FOR ME, MY PASSION IS GONE..
I DONT LIKE THIS.
THE HIGHPOINT OF MY DAY IS WHEN A # GOES UP.
I WORK AND WORK AND WORK.
NOT THAT I WANT MONEY.
I FEEL LIKE THERES A BOX AROUND MY HEAD.
THIS MIGHT BE A SIDE EFFECT OF WHAT HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY
I DONT FEEL LIKE ME
AND I MISS EVERYTHING I HAD BACK THEN
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| TODAY |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
143
THE LOWEST I EVER GOT. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|02:43 am] |
i HATE BEING LIKE THIS
MY HEART AND MIND HURT ME SO MUCH
I CANT STAND IT NO MORE,
I WISH I COULD JUST DIE AT THIS POINT
I FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING MOST OF MYSELF AND SELF RESPECT.
WHY CANT I TAKE YOU ANYMORE
YOU ARE THE REASON WHY ALL OF THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME.
YOUR A FUCKING BITCH
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS.
IM SITTING HERE DROWNING IN MYSELF
THINKING OF WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU
TO DESERVE THIS
I CANT AT STAND YOU
I CANT BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE
WHY ARE YOU DOIN THIS
PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU
WHY YOU ALWAYS BLAME EVERTHING ON ME.
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY
I CANT
YOU SAY IM AN ALCOHOLIC
BUT YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I DRINK
IM DESTROYING MY SELF
YOU DESTROYED, ME.
AFTER TONIGHT
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
HELP ME NOW. |
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| I MISS |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|02:29 am] |
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| I FEEL LIKE IM Single - out |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|11:56 pm] |
When i dont work
You hate me
When i work
You hate me even more
When i have time for you
You dont have time for me
Whats the point of being
Whens there nothing to be for |
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| Rage Against The Machine |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|04:19 pm] |
A bullet in ya head (8 times, building to a shout)
A bullet in ya head (7 times, shouted/screamed)
Ya gotta bullet in ya fuckin’ head! |
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| Her name is SUN |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|10:55 pm] |
I said to my self...
i wanna be a bridge .. to support two.
You cant understand that
i dont know why ...
what i do is for best of us.
You have no choice
but to let me do,
what i would do,
only for you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|12:54 am] |
i hate when i forget. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|02:03 am] |
Maybe im going little bit crazy about this. But i really like Absinthe. When i drank it i didnt see a green fairy, but i saw a sunny butterfly. A lot of freaky shit happened.
My next short term goal is:
Put on really fancy clothes, and have a absinthe party. |
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| IM a garbage picker |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|01:15 am] |
Lately ive been really happy. MY lucky charm brings me luck
while protecting me from the sun |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
like honestly sometimes i feel like killing myself.
once its good once its bad, what happen to the fun that we used to have.
how come when ever i try so hard u always turn ur back at me.
why u always have to find a way to bring me down.
i feel like a cockroach on the other side of ur shoe
how can we be one if there r cracks around us.
so annoyed of not being happy
drugs float in ur veins, not letting u see clearly
it is not me who is behind the fog its u who is in the front of it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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Every sun has to set? |
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| The last person you would wanna be |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|08:44 pm] |
wow
so for past week or so , ive noticed that, happiness is not often to be a part of my day.
friends who dont really give a fuck about anything
girlfriend that, the last thing she wants is to see me.
People that dont know me, or i see them sometimes care more about me than anyone else.
If you would ask me, why am i writing this, i would have to answer:
I just want someone to see this , and do something about it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|11:08 pm] |
I just LOVE the way she MAKES ME FEEL |
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